As we begin to look into spirituality, we have to ask ourselves if we are ready for all that it entails. It is not just enough to be curious. Determination, discipline, and skill are a must for anything you want to pursue. Spiritual work requires those same three factors. Some have gurus to push them along, but most will not have the luxury. You will have to find your own inner guru! For example, getting up at 4am may be necessary in order for you to have the best chance to get your practice in undisturbed. Are you willing to get up at that time consistently? Or do you need a babysitter? These are question you have to ask yourself. Are you willing to follow the instructions laid out for you? Or will you try to do things you own way? Doing so will surely slowdown your progress. You will also have to sacrifice. What do I mean? You will have to sacrifice time and effort. You will have to be patient as well. Their are no short cuts in your spiritual unfoldment, but it will be well worth it if you can ride out the process! So these are some questions you should think about before deciding if this is the path you want to take. It is very serious, but I am sure you are up for the task! I believe in you! One love to you all. Peace.